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January 5th, S. Warnock
01:32
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When you pin my arms and you hold me back
When you shake me down and I won’t attack
So they wring me out, and I come up dry
But to live without is somehow worse than to try
Look in her wallet! Look in her wallet and you will find
All the pieces of my life I have been trying hard to hide
And I am trying hard, to cry
And I am trying (so hard) not to lose you
‘Cuz if I lose you I will lose EVERYTHING that came with you
Too
All of the baggage
All of the good times
All of the things I’ve tried to hide behind
All of the baggage
All of the good times
All of the things I’ve tried to hide behind
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I have been working at this job since I turned 22
So it’s been 5 years since the day that I fell out of love with you
And I have walked by you every day out on the streets
You’re perpetually staring with salk stained down your cheeks
You know I don’t like this anymore than any of us do
The paycheck here is good, but I have never felt so screwed
She says stop bleeding!
Stop biting your hands
Don’t ruin what you’ve got with yr pipe dream plans
‘Cus that’s what makes the money
And that’s what wears us thin
That’s why we are moving targets
Who ignore what we have been
You know I don’t like this anymore than any of us do
The paycheck here is good, but I have never, never felt so screwed
She says stop bleeding!
Stop biting your hands
Don’t ruin what you’ve got for pipe dream plans
Cus that’s what makes the money
And that’s what wears us down
That’s why Ted went and hung himself
And it’s why I hate this ugly town
She says stop bleeding!
Stop biting your hands
Don’t ruin what you’ve got for pipe dream plans
She says stop bleeding!
Stop biting your hands, stop biting your hands
Don’t ruin what you’ve got for pipe dream plans
She says stop bleeding!
Be good with what you’ve got, good with what you’ve got
Oh, just be happy, just be happy (happy)
She says stop bleeding!
Be good with what you’ve got
Oh, just be happy with being someone who you’re not
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A long time ago, you were a someone
You were a microphone picking up signals
You had the lights out, while you were praying
You would paraphrase to keep things simple
I would lay my hands on my own chest
I would drive to the next town over
I would call my mom at 3 A.M.
Just to keep expectations lower
And I would chop down every tree in yr bubbly brain
If you could spit to swim, if you could draw out the pain
If you could explain how maps could help me find my way
Then I will follow yr scent
I will be here to stay
I will do work tomorrow
I will delay
Because the ghost that talks to me is here today
Last year you bought me new clothes and tried to ignore
That sounds that came from yr heart
By the time you were glowing I had left yr house
Your dad couldn’t catch me, we were too far apart
I slept on the ground, I made some new friends
I changed my old name and tied up loose ends
I kissed random guys and blocked all yr texts
Only started drinking to be a good guest
And I would chop down every tree in yr bubbly brain
If you would spit to swim, if you wrote down the pain
If you could make colorful maps to help you explain
How to dress for sit-down dinner with yr parents again
And I’ll touch yr forehead
And I’ll wake from a dream
I’ll pass all my classes
But what did you mean
When you drew forty wings erupting from my spine
When you shot yr old neighbor, when he said he was fine
When you said you were mine, did you ever react
To the frown on my face or the bones through my back
The ink on my knees, the love in my heart
To the songs I pushed out when we were apart
And I would chop down every tree in yr bubbly brain
If you could spit to swim, if you could draw out the pain
If you could explain how maps could help me find my way
Then I will follow yr scent
I will be here to stay
I will do work tomorrow
I will delay
Because the ghost that talks to me is here today
Because my stranger's stomach is finally going gray
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January 6th, S. Warnock
03:41
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I’ve had a lot of time to think about these things, about these things
The inside of my head is the loneliest place to be, the loneliest place to be
Well, cut it open, then you can see
All of the traits you can not find in me
I’m always sick
And my throat is always dry
And “I’m so clever”
But I don’t know how to rhyme
Your name with any other word
In this massive Earth
And I am not my biggest fan, I am not even close
I have an undersized sense of self worth
But I am through with excuses
I’m not trying to cushion the hurt
I am sick of coming home late after trying to flirt
With you
I looked it up it’s based on true events
I was just kidding, oh I was just being dense
Be an old man in a garden, be a child in a field
Be the last remaining champion, when the plot twist is revealed
And the moonbeams! They’ll shoot out of yr toes
And the silence after will just go to show
That I have talked too much again
That I have drowned out the suspense
That I have told you off, and so you don’t wanna be my friend
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Lonely Road, Athens, NY
05:07
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February 1st, 2021, 12:37 AM
my friend and i talked about snow plows, and i got to hear one outside my room
and then we talked about television, and being happy, and gender roles, and whatever came to our heads
February 1st, 2021, 12:55 AM
i said goodnight, and talked to my mom,
and i don’t remember what about, but i do remember that i turned off my phone,
and closed the door to my room, and i missed my friends
February 1st, 2021, 1:02 AM
i flipped over multiple times trying to get comfortable,
and was both hot and cold at the same time
so i gave up sleeping, but kept trying to check my clock
i kept thinking about the future, about whether or not we’d move far away for college,
if it’s possible to live off letters you send, and not shape a life around somebody other than
yrself
i got to walk out on ice in my blue low top sneakers
and you sat on the shore playing yr favorite songs through yr silver speakers
and we made jokes about a movie where a character falls through ice
so even though i took the chance i didn’t wanna have to pay the price
of whatever god was watching you watching me walk on water
of living life with a purpose that is broader than just surviving day by day
than just surviving day by day
than just surviving day by day
the echo when you hit the ice is like the beating of my heart
the echo when you hit the ice is like the beating of my heart
the echo when you hit the ice is like the beating of my heart, the beating of my heart
the echo when you hit the ice is like the beating of my heart, the beating of my heart
the echo when you hit the ice is like the beating of my heart, the beating of my heart
the echo when you hit the ice is like the beating of my heart
February 1st, 2021, 1:27 AM
i stared out the window for a half an hour
and i talked to myself, and i knew no one was listening
but i also knew that i was only human, so i had to try to reach out
and so i opened my window, and tried to touch the snow
and i was just so close to you
we were so close
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Ovenbird is the songwriting vehicle/home recording project of teenaged songwriter O.M. Hutcheson. The Brooklyn native combines simple song structures with sometimes obtuse lyrics that range from candid to abstract, creating painfully self-conscious portraits of adolescent life. ... more
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